that i was in the kindergarden, i cant remember what happened before all that =]

sorry for being inactive for so damn long, but well, ive been through a lot already , again, and im just busy with school and stuff. im in the 3rd grade at highschool, yay! <3

So, for the people who know my 2nd youtube account..or well..7th actually, but the other channel i still remember: SugoiiNeChibii, my vlog account, well its just crap so dont look it up. We stopped vlogging a while ago, we never made another one because of lacking with being interesting enough to look at, and a violent lack of ideas. But well, erm, maybe we’ll be making vids, just random, no vlogs, just vids that are showing how iditotic we are, haha =]

or well..my friend known as “Chibii” kinda..left me..its a long story, but let me try to explain; so, we met a guy, an asian ofcourse, and chibii and me both liked him..a bit too much..or well, i liked him, and then she kinda..liked him too, because i liked him too, now you gotta know, she copies me, i dont know why, but when i like a band, she likes it, i watch an anime, she watches it, when i have a favorite person from a band, its also her favorite..well, not that i cant take that, i mean, we’re like sisters, we know each other for almost 13 years already, we’re a part of each other, but what bothers me is that she leaves me behind, and is no longer keeping contact with me when she likes someone..but well, she doesnt have to know, i dont want to hurt her or something, and i dont want to look pathetic with nagging about “but you forget all about me T_T” and stuff, but well, that’s also a reason i didnt come here for quite a time, but not only that, its also that some weird ass shit is going on lately

but, im very happy to be back here so i can be with you guys again ;D oh, and by the way! i’m getting a trutle! how awesome is that? :D i asked a good friend for a name for him, and she said  ”name him tape! because its like tape also holds us together” so, his name is gonna be tape <3 but i dont have him yet, i have to search for that species of a turtle ( a land turtle ) but they only have waterturtles here, so well, i just gotta search and ask and search xD but well, im sure it’s gonna be worth it =]

oh, and IF chibii and i are gonna make a vid, it will be about our lack of ninja skills, so it will be like climbing and jumping and maybe hanging i dont know sure yet, we gotta find good places for it, or well, were going to use the skatepark, that’s a sure thing =]

you know what? fuck my bluetooth, seriously, when i want to send something to my computer it says “cannot send” , and when i want to send a song to my mobile, it says “connection failed” , and now i say “well, screw you then” -,- seriously, its starting to annoy the hell outta me now

ok, i have to keep it short, gotta sleep, have school tomorrow, and its 00:07 AM already T_T

sorry that i wasnt here for a while, i had a boyfriend, but well, something went wrong and blah blah blah and now i still miss him…

and, im very busy, cuz evey sunday i have to horse-sit a horse from the stables, her name is Linda and she is very sweet ;D anddd, on saturday i’m going to meetings with some friends so then we meet up somewhere and are just going to hang out, i was planning to, like, dont go anymore because of what happened, but everyone says they miss me, so ill keep coming to the meetings, just because they want me to xD AND I LOVE YOU ALL GUYS ^^ i love all my friends, hellyeah :3 and you know what? i bought some games for playstation 2 today =D DogIsland and Horsez 2 ^^ yeye :3 i love that games and so i played them for a couple of hours xD and now at the moment im singing along with an korean song..and i dont even know exactly what they are singing, imean, i know the english translation, but..well, you get it XD and i had 2 mathless days at school <3 i hate school.. .__. and i also hate insects T__T butyeah..sooooo, im quite active on twitter again, anddd, i lost my youtube password .__. *smartass-face* and im addicted to Silverstein .__. AND I JUST FREAKIN’ LOVE THAT .___. - FACE :3

but gotta go now, byebye ^^

for my buddy on youtube: RealTDragon ^^

arggghhh holy shit man, i dont even understand myself anymore, just the whole day i was like happy, but then halfway on my road back home i got agressive, so i was like slamming with the doors and stuff..

and this morning, around 08:00 AM i was just on my way to the gymnastic-building from my school, but there are 2 fences, and then when i just like half passed that fence there was a girl sitting on the ground, it was cloudy and raining a little bit, she was in a white dress, sitting on het knees, head down, and her hair was hanging for her face so i couldnt see her face, and her pale hands where holding the spiles from the fence, and i just saw her in the corner of my eye so when i looked at her, she was just gone, and then i saw a black piece of clothes hanging on the fence, and when i looked at that, it was suddenly gone too.. imean, i see this kind of things often, but this is the first time i saw that girl..it dont creeps me out anymore, but now i cant stand the dark anymore, and now that im just writing this with only my little office-like lamp onn, and for the rest in the darkness, im kinda scared, so i hope i can get some sleep tonight, cuz now i freak out very fast, and im just so tired..T_T”